Perfectionism is, in fact, a disease.
There, I said it. And I feel a lot better for it.
Striving to be perfect is surely a noble goal. However, valuing perfection over progress, however incremental, is costly, to say the least.
the cost of perfection
No doubt about it. There is a cost to perfection.
Have you ever balked at taking the plunge? Into a relationship, a career path, a competition, a business venture, an artistic endeavor, whatever? You stopped short of going all in because you were afraid to fail?
Chances are good that, yes, this has happened to you. How did I know? Well, its true for me, too. And true for most folks I’ve met.
If an unrealistic, and potentially unhealthy, relationship to the idea of being perfect isn’t universal to human experience, it certainly is widespread. But does that make it right?
Is it fair to yourself, or to those you might serve, to hold back? To filter and edit? To not engage, or to stay out of the ring, entirely, because you’re afraid of not being perfect?
Is it realistic to imagine that you could perform close to perfection? That somehow you shouldn’t have flaws? Or that you should be better (or better conditioned) than you actually are?
Let me ask it another way. Does it make sense for you to wait until all the traffic lights are green at once in order to drive across town?
Of course, not. It sounds ridiculous even to consider it. Imagine! Every condition – yourself included – must be ideal in order for you to make an effort? Ha!
And yet, both you and I have foregone opportunities for this very reason. We’ve played small in the name of perfection.
only as sick as our secrets
Wanna know a secret? I’m not perfect, either. But you knew that, didn’t you?
Both as a husband, and as a father, I still have a lot to learn. This is likely the most profound and humbling truth I’ve encountered (and continue to encounter) as we travel the world with our children.
Sometimes (thankfully, the exception, not the rule) I find myself being short with my kids when they make mistakes.
Intellectually, I understand that this is (very) far from helpful, in terms of their development. And yet, my own emotional capacity (or lack thereof) can manifest as impatience and criticism far too quickly when “mistakes” occur.
Because they’re kids, they’re constantly being exposed to new experiences and emotions. How would they already know how to do (or cope with) something they’ve never done (or experienced) before?
Naturally, they’re going to make mistakes. They are going to fail.
imperfection is a natural state
There is very little at which we can be perfect. In fact, it has often been said that they only thing humans are perfect at, is being imperfect. Where, then, does perfectionism come from?
Well, I’m no expert, so please don’t confuse me with the facts.
But my experience has been that perfectionism is born in environments where authority figures – parents, teachers, bosses, whomever – don’t demonstrate a healthy acceptance of imperfection.
parents do the best they can
I believe that most parents do the best they can. Of course, there are exceptions. Some people are just ill-intentioned, and having kids won’t change that fact.
But I suppose the large majority of parents do the best they can given the emotional capacity they (the parents) have.
When parents lack emotional intelligence, they risk diminishing their children’s prospects of long term success.
Its an irony of grand scale that intolerance of our children’s failures may create conditions for their (our children’s) success-avoidance later in life.
For it is through mistakes that we learn. It is through failure that we eventually succeed.
the lesson I’m learning to teach
The lesson I’d most like my children to learn – the one which I will feel most accomplished for having gotten across to them – is, that imperfection and mistakes are our constant companions.
I want nothing more than for them to embrace imperfection. To understand they won’t be perfect on their first attempt at any endeavor.
That they may not be perfect on the hundredth, or even the thousandth attempt. That perfection (and certainly immediate perfection) isn’t a realistic ideal.
That, most often, the best we can aspire to is continuous improvement. For success occurs in the presence of failure and mistakes, not in their absence.
intellectual vs emotional acceptance
This is the intellectual case for tolerating failure. The challenge is, the lesson can be taught, intellectually, for only so long. Very quickly, the lesson must be demonstrated.
When mistakes are made, or failures occur, if our children are to learn the lesson, then we as parents should respond in a way that reinforces the inevitability of failure on the road to success.
This is not an everyone-is-a-winner, participation-trophy mentality. Rather, its a clear acknowledgment that success is a process, not an event. A journey not a destination.
the paradox of perfection
When parents overreact to – I.e., criticize, berate, judge, make-wrong – our children’s failures, we reinforce by our own actions that failure is unacceptable. That to be a success, we must be perfect.
By so doing, we potentially foster a subconscious will in the child to avoid failure. To avoid risk. And, thereby, to avoid growth and eventual, if incremental, success.
In my estimation, there isn’t a bigger disservice we can do to our children, and to humanity as a whole.
When we go this route – however unintentional – we foster perfectionism, which, by any other name, is a disease.
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